I’ve been slacking-off real hard lately. I find that when I’m not actively busy, I feel lazy and unmotivated to do absolutely anything. I’ve tried relaxing and taking it easy but I just can’t sit still. I have to keep moving and pushing myself to do the fun work that’s in front of me.

I’m at my happiest when producing work at volume and scale. Even though life is so incredibly uncertain right now, my work ethic and creative output is the only thing I feel I have total control over.

This isn’t a foreign feeling. I’ve known that this is who I am and this is how I function. Slowing down just makes me feel annoyed at myself that I’m not working on my goals.